Friday, July 3, 2009

A Bad Start, But a Happy Finish

Thank you so much, those of you who left me such wonderful, warm, supportive comments. They really lifted me up today. And thank you, dear sweet Kim, for always being there for me. Your words are like a balm to my battered soul. I love that there are so many kind, caring, real folks out there! Many blessings upon you all!

Today got off to an even more frustrating start than yesterday. But it all came to a head pretty quickly when I saw that what I thought was going to be a few hours of work, with just some quick fixes here and there, threatened to go into yet another week of work. Now we'd be starting on the 3rd month of this 3-week job and I just was not having any of it anymore. On a simple old apartment? With no fancy work on the menu? Come on now! I ended up blowing up at the poor guy, rattling off a slew of curses, and telling him to just go and I would finish everything myself. Oh he was very upset! Especially since he's supposed to receive the balance of his money, but I'm thinking that this sum should be modified somewhat, being that I've now got to do some sanding and base-coating and at-least-three-coats-of-painting and polyurathaning, and fixing broken tiles in the bathroom, all by myself.

Even though I feel perfectly justified in being upset over this, I still feel pretty bad about the whole thing ending on such a sour note. I mean, aside from the fact that these guys have been driving me insane with all the ridiculous screw-ups and all the forgetfulness, I do think they're good guys and I like them, and I hate that it had to be this way. This thing left me feeling really down today. I knew I had to get out of the house, get away from here for the whole day, and definitely not be alone. So I called a friend of mine and met up with him in the city. We spent the entire afternoon together; we went for brunch, walked through the park a little bit, then went to catch a movie. Now I've seen Angels and Demons twice. It was either that or Year One, which I would have loved to see, but he just was not into that. It was a lovely day, mostly sunny, too! Though it did begin to sprinkle at one point, for a very brief time, It just can't seem to go one full day without any raining at all.

While we were in the park, I got to take some photos of one of my very favorite trees (my favorite one in this particular park). Look at him, isn't he beautiful?



He reminds me of a wizard.



This next one is surely a she, no? Check her out, flashing her femininity shamelessly! She's making me blush!



These two are very close in proximity to eachother in the park. They remind me of Merlin and Morgan la Fay.


This is a little shop I love to stop in when I'm in this neighborhood. It's called Obscura and it's a veritable cabinet of curiosities. It was closed today so this is the best photo I could get, though if you click on the name, above, it'll take you to their site and you can at least see a glimpse of the inside.



A very happy 4th of July to all who celebrate it, and a wonderful weekend to all!
~ * ~ * ~ Love and kisses ~ * ~ * ~ *

15 comments:

Kim Mailhot said...

So glad you had a getaway with your marvelous friends, tree and human ! You are so smart and wise to know that that is just what you needed to get through !

So glad to be there for you - anytime ! We share a heart connection, you and I, whatever the reason, and I am grateful for that !
Happy Fourth to you too ! Don't work to hard on the apartment, okay ?
...hey, had a thought, do you have a friend who needs to be asked to help you out ? Just popped in my head as I was typing so I thought I would put it out there...
Love to you, Beautiful Serena

Becci said...

You have written so much in the past few posts and I wanted to say so much but it'll take too long to type. At the cost of you never writing me again I think I want to remind you that -

you are not broken, so stop trying to fix yourself.

Put away the self help books.

You already know what to do to be happy.

Now go do it! Oh yes and do have a great hair day! Bec

PS. I think this because I do this too! I have put away my books and am taking the leap without Wayne Dyer, Sark, etc.......It's kinda like leaving your parents and living all on your own. :-)

glorv1 said...

I love trees and now that I've seen those, I 'm in love with both of them. Since I was a little girl my love for trees has just grown. Especially old trees. They have stories to tell, if only we knew. Oh I am so glad you got a chance to get away and enjoy yourself with a friend. Yay for Serena!! I'm glad you had fun and by the way that antique shop looks like they have a lot of goodies. Have a good Fourth of July and enjoy yourself. Think good things and all will be well. bye bye.

The Artful Eye said...

I love these trees too! They are so gnarly and full of life.

I hope you enjoy a day of sunshine and without fret.

Your place is coming along Serena and it looks beautiful. It is very hard to deal with contractors and handymen in and out and taking there sweet time. Your frustration is real and justified. Give yourself a break. You are not alone with your sadness these days. As I mentioned in the post you read of mine, these are challenging times for all of us but we'll get through it.

I'm heading to Brooklyn to see my dad sometime August, I think-maybe September. I'll let you know.

I wish we had more shops like Obscura here in CA. I really dig these odditie shops.

Be well and happy!
Andrea

mermaid musings said...

oh my love these pictures of the trees and your new header too!
hugs!

Charlotte Rossmann said...

Great story, beautiful photos. I'm glad you ended up having a nice day with your friend.
Charlotte

Amber said...

Human, magical, inspirational trees............gotta love them..........don't forget to give them a squeeze every now and then!

Serena said...

one of my other blogger friends has had problems with poor workmanship recently too. i'm glad you managed to get away for the afternoon....a great way to unwind and release all the anxiety and tension. i loved the pics...especially the trees!

i hope things have improved for you since this post.

Tammie Lee said...

I am hoping that your life and summer is going well!
Your tree is gorgeous.
hugs,
Tammie

debsea said...

i keep checking back to see more of your apartment! i hope things are going smoother & you are able to enjoy your space again. hope the rodents have left you alone...i haven't seen my friend the bear in a couple of weeks, i guess chewing on my garbage can didn't settle well in her tummy...

differenceayearmakes said...

It has been awhile - I hope things have turned around for you. So very frustrating!! Let us know how it goes. Hang in there.

The Artful Eye said...

Hoping you are doing well.
Thinking of you.

glorv1 said...

Serena, just checking up on you to be sure you are okay. Haven't heard from you in a couple of months. Hope all is okay. Thinking of you, gloria.

Dezinaworld said...

Hi sweetie, its been a while since i got around to blogging and looks that way for you too but i do hope you are well and things are going better for you. I love your tree by the way
Hugs June xxx

The Artful Eye said...

Come back, you can do it!!! I just don't make it an obsession. I went to Obscura this past visit and wished I knew where you were. You were with us in spirit.